Good news.. I is NOT dead

LOl i know i've not been around for a while - personal issues with which i seem to have 'graduated' from the help i needed - basically i feel like i don't need that anymore so decided not to go so now i is getting harrassed by them LOL It's kinda funny but not, it's sorta annying but still, meh, maybe they'll think i've died and leave me alone.

Also, I IS 20'S! personally this is a new achievement for me LOL I honestly think i'm OLD, i feel OLD. Some of my friends are 21, i keep making THEM feel OLD. It's like a disease LOL i think cos i'm out of an ERA, my TEENS are now over and i'm not quite a fully fledged knowledgable, self-sufficient Adult nor am i a Teen with a Reason. This means i have absolutely NO excuse for being in a bad mood the 'It's HORMONES DAD!' has very little effect now lol But still i manage to instill(Sp??) the fear of God into people when i am in a bad mood which is getting to be quite a ' Picture Show ' now LOL i've realised that i have gained the ability of precise AIM when throwing things and my voice has gotten LOUDER I feel so evil

I've also decided that i would like to Learn Japanese so if anyone knows any educational ways of learning like that Language Learning thing we have here - i can't remember the name but he Advert on TV forit is with a Bimbo learning Spanish and asking for a RED APPLE (Like it was obvious before she said it lol) and the box for this thing is Yellow LOL. I would also like to finally venture out to Japan - TOKYO (ANIME CENTRAL) and maybe Edogawa and Kanogawa and perhaps Chib and Yokohama too which are also situated in the Tokyo Region - i would love to go to Osaka too so i could possibley hunt down Shige-kun (NEWS) but i thing learning the Kansai Dialect aswell as the TOKYO Dialect (is that right?) could possibley give me a bain hemorage lol

My Free-hand art seems to be improving - i'm only saying this because i haven't done it for a long time and things are starting to actually WORK out for me and LOOK like how i wanted them lol so yeah i'm gonna do what some of the people i watch on here do and stick a load of skecthes onto one sheet and upload them lol i wanna know what you guys think of my 'improved' skills lol I'm also curently working on some CG work which is taking it's toll onmy BRAIN - dunno whym probabley because im always trying to listen to NEWS, KAT-TUN & Hey!Say!JUMP and tyring to watch Cartoon-KAT-TUN, Ninkyo Helper, Gokusen 2 and many other japanese shows while trying to do some art - maybe the best possibley to have a mental breakdown in an afternoon lol

OK here i have to have a litle rant cos there are things on here whcih are BUGGING ME. I'm into my Johnny's Boys quite heavily and i've ben looking up (just the last week) Jin AKanishi, Kazuya Kamenashi and Koki Tanaka (All from KAT-TUN) and people have been doing 'art' of them so i goes onto the picy to have a little looksy and what do i find? the Words : 'I spent 5 Hours On This' and see that it's a REAL photo of them just with the 'aintbrush' effect on it - you know the one which makes it look like a painting. It's just pissing me of, it's not art, it someone passing something off as theirs and it's not even that good! *Insert overstrained squinty eyes and sigh* LOL OK rant over, anyone else noticed this too? lol

Love you guys!!!
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